Holy Crap it's JUNE 1st!!! June as in the month I am leaving to Japan!! as is I have less than a week left! This is crazy! My heart is beating so fast! I don't know what to do with myself! This feeling is so different, it's like I've never wanted something like this, more in my life! and it's finally happening! I am

Since this is my only day off until we leave for Japan I am starting to pack, making a list of everything I need, things like that. I realized I really need more clothes AND I really need to get rid of a lot of clothes that are either too small, I never wear, or have holes in them! I have a problem of never wanting to get rid of my clothes because they are all special to me, but this must be done! I hope I can go shopping tonight before going to Chris~senpai's house, I need more shorts! I noticed I have alot of boy type clothes, It would be nice to have more girly clothes but I dont think my body is the right shape for that...

I also had to make a decision on what notes to bring... I went through all of my past school notes(not just my Japanese ones) I only kept Chemisty 121 and Physics 121 I also found out that I still have ALL of my past Japanese notes starting from 111-211 there is so much stuff! I had to go through all of my study material from the JLPT and I got depressed because I really did study so much for that test!!! I kept some of it because it might be helpful next year. In the end I decided to take my Nakama 1 and 2, my kanji book, and all the in class grammar points from 211. I am also taking 3 empty notebooks and a binder.

I tryed on the fancy dresses I am taking with me just in case we go to a club or 2 or more. One i've had for quite some time and I must have gotten taller since I last wore it a few years ago cus I dont remember it being quite this short, it still fits but it's very short! It will look very nice if I lose a little weight in my thighs, lets hope that happens with all the walking I'll be doing!

I restocked my first aid kit and hygiene kit so all I really need to do now is pack my outfits! oh and a few other things like my NewS calender and Massu Uchiwa. I can't pack my carry-on bag till the night before because I just use too much of that stuff! Well I need to get back to packing so I can at least see how many outfits I have right now! ttyl jaa