I am so tired of having these damn nightmares! I wish they would just stop, but they don't happen so often so I don't know if I should really see a doctor or something... It's just that when they happen it freaks me out! I plan on getting it out and hopefully forgetting about it! I have been reading tho and maybe these nightmares are my subconscious telling me something, why it is so gruesome and twisted idk!
This dream started out like a continuation of what I was doing last night. Me, Z, and J were out and about when I got a call from the coffee prince. Me and him had been dating for awhile and he invited us to watch a movie at his house. We were ready for a fun time and got to his house (it was kinda like the house I lived in before coming to were I live now, so it was big and kinda old and creepy) we started watching a suspence movie when coffee prince went to get us all drinks. We continued watching the movie. Then the power went out, we heard a scream coming from a back room so we went to investagte. At the end of the hall in what should have been the master bedroom was a room divided by a giant glass wall and on the other side was the coffee prince tied to some sort of metal cross type thing. Also in the room next to the coffee prince was a strange man, I couldn't see his face clearly but he had many tools with him. The thing I saw first was that the coffee prince's face had been burned off and then the strange man was cutting deep cuts across his chest one after another. I was trying to break the glass between us. The man kept cutting and then he stopped and left. The wall disappeared and we rushed in to untie the coffee prince but blood was covering us and the floor and going down a drain. I was crying and try to close the holes in his chest but the blood wouldn't stop. It felt like an long time before the blood finally stopped and he was cold and white, dead. I remember screaming and crying and then I woke up.
Idk if I was really screaming or not but I woke up freezing and covered in sweat, and feeling like I was going to be sick. I have a cold but that shouldn't make me feel this sick. This was scary because I normally have nightmares about people i don't really know so having one about the coffee prince freaks me the hell out!!! I have been looking online tho and it seems that nightmares are all about the subconscious trying to figure my problems out, so maybe this all has to do with my stress in real life. I do have a lot of stress surrounding the coffee prince. Like finding out I he was too young for me and then recently finding out that he is 18 and thus an adult, but then the problem that if I date him I could lose my job. That night J did encourage me to go for it while Z discouraged me for the time being anyways... But why did his face have to be burned?!?! That is what has been effecting me the most because I can still see it and I really just want to forget it... Why the hell does my subconscious have to be so damn messed up!?!?
This dream started out like a continuation of what I was doing last night. Me, Z, and J were out and about when I got a call from the coffee prince. Me and him had been dating for awhile and he invited us to watch a movie at his house. We were ready for a fun time and got to his house (it was kinda like the house I lived in before coming to were I live now, so it was big and kinda old and creepy) we started watching a suspence movie when coffee prince went to get us all drinks. We continued watching the movie. Then the power went out, we heard a scream coming from a back room so we went to investagte. At the end of the hall in what should have been the master bedroom was a room divided by a giant glass wall and on the other side was the coffee prince tied to some sort of metal cross type thing. Also in the room next to the coffee prince was a strange man, I couldn't see his face clearly but he had many tools with him. The thing I saw first was that the coffee prince's face had been burned off and then the strange man was cutting deep cuts across his chest one after another. I was trying to break the glass between us. The man kept cutting and then he stopped and left. The wall disappeared and we rushed in to untie the coffee prince but blood was covering us and the floor and going down a drain. I was crying and try to close the holes in his chest but the blood wouldn't stop. It felt like an long time before the blood finally stopped and he was cold and white, dead. I remember screaming and crying and then I woke up.
Idk if I was really screaming or not but I woke up freezing and covered in sweat, and feeling like I was going to be sick. I have a cold but that shouldn't make me feel this sick. This was scary because I normally have nightmares about people i don't really know so having one about the coffee prince freaks me the hell out!!! I have been looking online tho and it seems that nightmares are all about the subconscious trying to figure my problems out, so maybe this all has to do with my stress in real life. I do have a lot of stress surrounding the coffee prince. Like finding out I he was too young for me and then recently finding out that he is 18 and thus an adult, but then the problem that if I date him I could lose my job. That night J did encourage me to go for it while Z discouraged me for the time being anyways... But why did his face have to be burned?!?! That is what has been effecting me the most because I can still see it and I really just want to forget it... Why the hell does my subconscious have to be so damn messed up!?!?
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